I really didn't even recall my entry that was previous to this but apparently I wrote it. I have known that stress causes significant issues with your brain but I thought I had it under 'control' which is hilarious to really say out loud. "Under control"...very laughable when I think of it. That seems to be part of my life that I have to learn to do better...let go of control. Perhaps the need for control has been part of my problems for many years or it could be that needing to keep control allowed me to stay in it for so long. I don't know. Maybe the weekly counseling sessions will help me understand that? Counseling has helped me understand several points that have helped me migrate through this landmine of a process. All my reactions and actions for 30 years have been based on how Robert would react. Doesn't that sound pitiful?!! Ok, my laundry is done and I have to go take it out of the laundrymat dryer for the first time in 25 years. Many changes in my life...
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